Thats right! I'm down with chicken pox!! I am so damn unlucky! Ppl get it when they are young. Why do i have to get it at this age?? *ARG* Cant eat this cant eat that, cant do this, cant do that. Its damn bloody troublesome! *feeling super irritated* Can feel the blisters in my throat as well! ARG!! Terrible! Now cant even finish the cross training at work properly. well i wont know whats the backup arrangement though...but i feel that KM shld go back to her team den we'll continue our cross train after i get back at work....that will be fairer. Ah, all these are not within my control so we shall see how when i go back to work...like, 2 wks later? *sighs*

Feel irritated at everything!! Esp when i cannot bathe! ARG!! But luckily, its only 19 days left to our BKK trip!! So looking forward to it!! YEAH!!

I am officially single...since last Sun...parting was so damn difficult...both of us jus couldnt let go.....den why break? some may ask...

I dont have that ans now, i believe i wont have that ans in the future too...but he will be someone irreplaceable in my heart...someone who loves me more dan myself....its my loss that im letting go this relationship....but....sigh...im jus not good enough for him i guess....

~mE~

Whew...im realllllyyyyy very tired!! Woken up by bii at 3am to chat and book tix/hotel....and slpt at ard 5am. Woke up again at 730am for work. I'm really slping at waking up at weird hours!! =/ Though the both of us noe that we cant be doing that everyday....but i really feel weird when i don't Skype him. =P Well, at least he called my office line today, so not too bad! Hee. Will be emailing/smsing him now and then though...

Its only one mth left!!! To our trip!! I am sooo blardy happy/exhilarated/ecstatic!!! Time really flies! But the 2nd parting would be harder...since it will be a period of 4 mths before we can see each other again...unless i fly over...which i am considering....i really am!! Super tempted....to stay together as a couple...how sweet can that be? Its just like a mini honeymoon.... *dreamy*

Tmr i'll be moving to another team...job rotation. Well i'm feeling quite excited but at the same time, quite uncertain abt the change..with new line manager and team members...i'm not sure how well i can blend into the team and how well i would perform...jus cross my fingers and hope for the best! Well, at least RH promised me that i will be learning CTM! hee! I really thank God for this chance to go over. Though i didnt request for it, but at least i'm gg over to learn something...and leave this area for awhile...im just kinda irritated by my current situation. Maybe they'll switch us over for good? *shrugs* Not sure! But at least i'll be in the same team as XQ...so not too bad. =)

Should list/cross out some of the stuff i need to do:
1) Pay the balance for hotel
2) check with hotel if can check in earlier
3) review itinerary
4) collect jacket tmr
5) buy sling bag for bkk trip
6) printout flight details/itinerary/maps
7) make reservation for spa/massage (discuss with bb which package to take up =P)

Yap i guess that should be all...those stuff which i should do within these 2 weeks. My eyes are getting heavier...an indication for me to go n slp! Goodnite all....

~mE~